Blurry vision and blood shot eyes. Tiredness mingling with awakeness. This is the aftermath of fucking up my sleeping patterns yet again in the form of an all nighter. I pace around and fight the waves of nausea and drowsiness. The importance of my duties outweigh the comfort of sleep. My brain is driving 90 mph. I repeat this process again and again and again. Either I undersleep or I oversleep. It's never a healthy amount. I can't rest. I rarely relax. I have such unhealthy habits. I wonder how I even initiated this vicious cycle.