I'm Sorry

I’m sorry I don’t have a 4.0 GPA. I’m sorry I didn’t take several AP classes. I’m sorry I’m attending a community college, the bastard child of the university. I’m sorry I’m not fat enough. I’m sorry I’m not thin enough. I’m sorry I am interested in being an artist instead of a doctor or lawyer. I’m sorry I don’t have a job. I’m sorry my brother is a fucking failure and I have to overcompensate for him. I’m sorry you didn’t abort me. I’m sorry my Chinese isn’t fluent. I’m sorry I was born into a poorer family than my relatives. I’m sorry for wanting to go outside. I’m sorry for not spending enough time indoors studying. I’m sorry I don’t spend enough time doing extracurricular activities. I’m sorry for not socializing enough. I’m sorry you think I’m a worthless member of society. I’m sorry for being ugly. I’m sorry for being superficial. I’m sorry I’m too dark. I’m sorry I’m still here. I’m sorry I enjoy having a sense of independence and individuality. I’m sorry for talking back. I’m sorry for getting angry. I’m sorry for hating you. I’m sorry for ever wanting to kill myself. I’m sorry for getting acne. I’m sorry I don’t sleep enough. I’m sorry I waste time doing homework at night. I’m sorry I don’t spend enough time with the dog. I’m sorry I waste too much time on friends. I’m sorry you don’t think my friends are sincere. I'm sorry you think my friends are worthless. I’m sorry you still think I associate with Jennah. I'm sorry for ever associating with Jennah. I’m sorry for not letting you control who my friends are. I’m sorry I got angry when you tried to spy on whatever I did on the computer. I’m sorry I got angry when you tried to eavesdrop on my phone conversations. I’m sorry for crying too much. I’m sorry for looking ugly when I’m sad. I'm sorry for sounding ugly when I'm sad. I’m sorry my accomplishments are too low for you. I’m sorry I don’t trust you. I’m sorry I lie. I'm sorry I speak my mind. I'm sorry for speaking the truth when you don't want to hear it. I’m sorry I hate you for your convoluted sense of righteousness. I’m sorry I think you’re manipulative. I’m sorry I’m too harsh with my words. I’m sorry you think my room is too dirty. I’m sorry that even when I clean my room, something is still seems out of place to you. I’m sorry you think my room smells even though the window is wide open. I’m sorry you think I’m stupid. I’m sorry you think I’m useless. I'm sorry my best is not enough for you. I'm sorry I don't try hard enough. I’m sorry for being sorry. I’m sorry I’m not sorry. I'm so sorry.